Well, I live in my own place now. College fall semester is gonna be over in a month.. I've been working nonstop on either homework or actual work.
I'm sorry I haven't been on often.
But I'm struggling with my depression again. And this time it has gotten so bad that I think I might do it... So many of my friends know I've tried to kill myself lately.. And they just have me promise to not do it again. Yet it's getting worse.. Every day I think of suicide.. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to live.. I want to be happy.. I've seen counselors, talked to people, tried my best to verbalize that I am not ok... I hurt so bad. I don't know who I am anymore, because I don't even get up for classes anymore.. I can't manage to keep up in school and bills... And I want to give up.. I'm lost..