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It feels so dark, when you come to realize there is little light.
Those you would trust so deeply, they are the ones who hurt you most.
That helping hand?
It doesn't do anything but push you down.
Why should we believe in others when there is only pain?
Because we are the fools.
We are the ignorant ones.
We are the ones at fault.
But is that true?
Is this reality?
Or is the light pretending to be bright?
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Built for Blame
  • Reading: Fallen
  • Watching: The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Corpse Party: Blood Drive
Well, I live in my own place now. College fall semester is gonna be over in a month.. I've been working nonstop on either homework or actual work.
I'm sorry I haven't been on often.
But I'm struggling with my depression again. And this time it has gotten so bad that I think I might do it... So many of my friends know I've tried to kill myself lately.. And they just have me promise to not do it again. Yet it's getting worse.. Every day I think of suicide.. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to live.. I want to be happy.. I've seen counselors, talked to people, tried my best to verbalize that I am not ok... I hurt so bad. I don't know who I am anymore, because I don't even get up for classes anymore.. I can't manage to keep up in school and bills... And I want to give up.. I'm lost..
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Space Bound
  • Reading: Fallen
  • Watching: The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Mario Superstar Baseball
Moving into my own place in under a week. Sadly looking for a new job as well. ;O; But once I get wifi, I think I can finally start up again! So wait for me guys :)
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Matryoshka
  • Reading: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
  • Watching: Riddle Story of Devil
  • Playing: Project Diva F
  • Drinking: Gatorade
Well I'm checking in with everyone again :) Doing well. Graduation is in a month. But for a couple of months, I'll be busy, moving out, working, hoping to get wifi XD but if not I will be gone for a while. Then I can proceed as normal! Thank god D: screw the real world thou-- 
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Matryoshka
  • Reading: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
  • Watching: Riddle Story of Devil
  • Playing: Project Diva F
  • Drinking: Gatorade
It feels so dark, when you come to realize there is little light.
Those you would trust so deeply, they are the ones who hurt you most.
That helping hand?
It doesn't do anything but push you down.
Why should we believe in others when there is only pain?
Because we are the fools.
We are the ignorant ones.
We are the ones at fault.
But is that true?
Is this reality?
Or is the light pretending to be bright?
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Built for Blame
  • Reading: Fallen
  • Watching: The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Corpse Party: Blood Drive

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Luce Marie
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United States
If deviantart was like the olympics......... I would say i am part of the all around type. ^^; I enjoy writing stories, drawing, working with mmd, cosplay, and other things that i forgot the moment i wanted to list it :'D
Ummmm- I'm relatively weird, anime is like my life. Vocaloid is probably one of the things that takes up space on my music file.
I honestly can't say im extraordinary XD I have no idea what to put````
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:iconyuridrawsthings:
yuridrawsthings Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Wanna be friends whe can talk about corpse party sometime
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MayuBeCrazy-Suzume Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Sure :)
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yuridrawsthings Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
yay ill ad you to my list
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ChibiAI-kun Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015
Kyaa~! Thanks for faving my latest MMD work~! >u<
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MayuBeCrazy-Suzume Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
lol of course :3 it was amazing
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ChibiAI-kun Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015
Thanks. I still adore your Corpse Party models--hence why I bought Seiko back for this one. OuO
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MayuBeCrazy-Suzume Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Aw thank you ^_^
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ViralBeat Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey there!
I couldn't help but notice your Corpse Party sprite pictures and I was wondering if I could commission you for some. Me and a couple of friends of mine are making an (RPG) game of a series I'm working on called Overdrive. (the one main character, Akari, is my icon) We're going great but we need some main picture sprites.
I was wondering if I could get those from you? :)

If you can't I understand but thank you anyway for taking the time to read this. ^^
VB
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MayuBeCrazy-Suzume Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I would love to. If you can give me the designs, and a little time :)
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ViralBeat Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
YAY!
The designs are under my Overdrive Icons ((the main character, Akari, is my icon right now))
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